unlovable

                 No matter how I behave they will see it as unusual or obscure.I don't have friends only talk to my mom and brother .My brother thinks im crazy because I don't act how ,what way should I behave that will win the approval of the hearts of the ones I love.Not to be loved would that suffice the judgments .Scrutinized under the spotlight.I cant even walk without that being made into a strange occurrence.I don't know as to why I must endure hardships ,but I know nothing of finding peace and happiness in the lunacy of others rage.