Is there a soulmate

girl weeping over lost souls entangled desires embodied,gone astray aloof,cold and dark in the distant horizon of no hope for us finding each other illuminating one another,luster dulls and fades,clinging on embers of the after,to dream never ending wishes sprinkled with stardust sparkling ,shimmering for a beacon to be seen .I know you not dream of me,and I cant forget how it felt and yet ache in despair of the teardrops that put your fire out.leaving my ego in a detrimental state i must go fourth in the longing search for my soulmate is he out there searching for me.